Pain Of My Lonely Nights..

Watch as this tear falls into empty space

See it fall into life's nameless place

Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light

That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight

As it falls watch it, its color has changed

From blue to bright red, it has a wide range

There it goes all alone, it continues to fallWith it,it takes the emotion,

the emotion of allWait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free

Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to beHere it comes,

a force has been built between the eyeA wall of shear water,

it's now time to cryA shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul

The darkness of the night has taken its toll ..

I Write My Own Destiny

I know that you're my

destiny

because i know this is

real

and i know that you

love me

because you show how

you feel

I know that you're my

destiny

and that we were meant

to be

because i know that

your love

is all i seem to need

I know that you're my

destiny

and how i feel deep down

is sincere

because when i'm with you

i'm complete

and I always want you

near

I know that you're my

destiny

because you sweep me off

my feet

and your touch is so tender

it makes

my heart skip a beat

I know that you're my

destiny

and i love the sweet things

you dobut babe,

all-n-all

i really love you ..

Live With a Different Name ,In a Different Way.

They Say That Life's What You Make it,But How Can We Control

Death,

One Minute We Are Here Living Life,The Next Out Of Breathe

LivIng on the Edge, Where emOtIOns flOw, sIlenCe Speaks and Love

sIngs ..

I am About to reveal the tales of Your Life,Too Many Secrets Are Lost

Inside Your Mind But You All Are Equal In Life,Equal in LOve..

Life is Colorful ..

Wake up with a smile

Say a quiet little prayer

Give everyone a big smile

Show the world you care,

Friends make life a tota

l joy

Can change your entire

day

Cultivate your own

happiness

Chase those lousy blues away,

When I wokeup this

morning

The sun was shining so

bright,

So much nicer than yesterday

My heart was sunny and light,

It takes so little to be happy

If that's what you truly want,

Cultivate a permanent smile

,Put away your selfish wants ..

When'll Yoy See,How Much I Care

Never will I understand,

Why my love,

denies my hand.

What pain,

what suffering have you endured?

With my help,

can you be cured?

My thoughts,

my dreams,

you re always there,

When will you see how much I care?

Such little time

I ve spent with you,

Enough to know my love is true.

The further

you drift away from me,

The more I feel I ll never be free.

Perhaps I should just let you go,

Your love maybe,

I should not know?

My love and friendship is always here,

And if you should

ever shed a tear,

My arms are here

to hold

you tight,

For I will always be your light

Nothing Is Forever..

How many friends have you lost along The way,

How many lovers gone from your sight,

How many times have you broken down in fear,

How many times have you cried yourself to sleep at night.

This world that we live in is far from perfect,

So many things that make it wrong,
Sometimes there's light that brightens up Your day,
But others its been dark all along.
How many times have you left your House crying,
Knowing things will never be the same,


How many times have you had to hide Behind a smile,
Live with a different name.
They say that life's what you make it,
But how can we control death,
One minute we are here living life,
The next out of breathes.


The journey of life confuses me,
Sometimes i just sit and wonder why,
Why do the people we are closest to,
Always have to die???

Trying To Forget You

Up until now

I had so much to say

but it's everything

I've saidThat's gotten in my way

I won't talk about you

Anymore to anyone

The time for that has passed

It's just over with and done

Supposed-to-be forgotten

wordsare still dancing in my

headAnd I'm just trying

to "not remember"

A single thing you've said

I wanna forget all about you

Who you are and what your

name isCause

it's causing so much pain

And I honestly can't take this ..

Even When Shadow betrays You

This fear I have.

This pain I have.

This feeling of terrible

hateLooming over me.

This animosity tormenting me

Devouring my very soul.

Wanting to take over.

It whispers in my ear

Filling me with dread.

Clutching my shoulders

Pushing me over the edge.

This Shadow was born

In Darkness

It lives in Darkness.

This Shadow I fear.

This Shadow is Me ..=(

As Long as Our Memories Exist

As Long As You Love Me

I'll be your best friend

I'll be your companionbest

friend till the end

As long as you love me

As long as you stay

I'll do anything for youAnyplace

, any day

I'll bring you the sunlight

I'll comfort your tears

I'll fight all my lifeTo chase all

your fears

As long as forever

My love will be tureforever is perfect

If im loving you

Love or Trust .. ?

Trust is a fairytail little

girls grow up believing..

Love is a willing act so many

take over and over again,

just to let their fragile hearts

once again break..

Love,I put so much faith in it..

Truth,I kept believing it falls

always from the lips of the

one you love and trust the most..

Faith,It's all bound up to

love and Trust where does one end

and the other began,

and how do you tell when

love is the blindest of them all?

Because , This is Fate ..

Everytime I'm nearly over you

You

show up,

and ruin everything

We weren't even anything serious

Just a silly fling

But it meant something to me

You were my first kiss

You shattered

my heart and stabbed my back

And I'll never forgive you for this..

How dare

you take advantage of me

Just to see how far you'd get

I wish she'd never introduced us

I wish we never metCause

then when

I'd see youI wouldn't want to puke

You make me feel so happy,

then so sadNow

i feel like ill never

find someone elseThat,

that was just a fluke

You made me so self conscious

You made me feel ugly

You made me feel like

"you could do better"but at least now

i can say

I'm freeI might not've caused this freedom

but it sure as hell feels great

Maybe we'll meet again one day

Maybe we wont ..

Its up to fate ...

You Said You'll always be there

The day i met you,

That really fun day,

When i seen you in the mirror,

I thought that you were the one,

But i guess i was wrong,

You hurt me,

You killed me inside,

I don't no how but you did,

You cheated,

You even lied to my face,

When you were alone,

I was always there,

But when i needed you,

You were never there,

I loved you so much,

but did you love me,

It hurts to look at you now,

I cant even look you in the eye,

You just didn't understand,

That you meant so much to me ..

The Game of Hearts

The tangled webs that life may bring falls away to love,

To have and to hold til death do us part even when push comes to shove..

Everything that I do and say comes with nothing but true sincerity.

Together we’ll make the world ours have a love that brings real prosperity.

I truly believe forever will be nothing but real bliss..

Each day that I awake, I can’t wait to feel the passion in your kiss.

Our lives that we’ll lead will bring love that others only dream of.

You are the one that brings prosperity to my life and our love.

Forever I give myself to you always on my bended knee. .

My love is yours, my life is yours, because you have set me free ..

Broken Friendship = Borken Heart

I'm Sitting here now,

Tears fall down my cheeks,

I can't take this pain no more,

I cant stand these weeps..

Writing from my heart,

As is starts to finally break,

I've been acting so happy,

I can't believe how fake..

I feel the pain at night,

Mostly when I'm alone,

I sit here on my bed,

My heart can no longer be sewn..

I'm looking for a place,

Where i can just get away,

Somewhere where i wont think about you,

Each and everyday.

The friendship necklace we had,

To sides of a heart,

I wore apart of yours around my neck,

you had half my heart from the start.

I guess i didn't realize,

you could cause me so much pain,

But i need to give you back that piece of my heart,

before i slowly go insane..

I'm so sorry things had to end this way,

I guess it wasn't suppose to be,

But please give me back my piece of the heart,

I need it to be free..

I Want To Quit this Mean World

The whole world is fake

The faces around us

We all seem to hate

We live a lie

Up until the day we

die..

Trying to be someone

were not

Not being ourselves

No matter

whatAll living are lives

As a sharade

Letting our true selves

fade and fade..

Why cant we all be real

Tell people how we truly

feelIt seems as though

This is how its always gonna be

Not having a true definition of the word Me,

Just simply acting to make ourselves look good

Not being who we are

Like we should ..